Who knew...

Who knew I was also human...

Today one of the few times in my lifetime ...I'll zoned out...

Kept with millions of things in my mind... from event to event... situation to situation... worry to worry...idea to idea...

Plus I was filling up with emotions with alot of misses...

Like a human too, I take alot of what I do personal... like my artistes and whom-ever I'm in touch and close with... I know many times, a few will tell me, its not personal but I do take it personal if someone fails to produce, and THAT someone is someone either I'm mentoring, coaching or guiding...

I get affected...somehow... I wonder If i did a good job enough, enough to give back to them? or its just them or me?

Sometimes in some contradicting factors, when I really want to give all I can, someone(s) might just think motives is part of my agenda...

sad...

sleepless night, worries... creation of ideas and methods in hoping they might be able to learn and improve more...

'sigh'

logic will help at this times...

Maybe I really ask too much for myself... or...*sigh*

AI YA...

I really don't know now, Sometimes... I do wonder if I am asking too much of myself... but then I want perfection... so I can't stop...

I'm so caught up I need to breathe...

I'm not stress leh... really! its more of like... i need to be organised and stay focus!

I need to get back on my feet...

stop losing it... and get set and ready for what's to come!

Mama G

ps: Insensitive... I liked, love this song... I hope someone can teach me alittle abt being insensitive... sensitivity is a subjective issue, isn't it?