再见 二零零九...

多 几 个 钟 头 。 。 。 经 年 快 要 结 束 了。 。 。

二 零 零 九 给 了 您 什 么 样 的 快 乐 。 。 。 悲 哀 ？

每 一 年 都 是 很 不 一 样 对 不 对 ？

一 年 过 一 年 ， 我 们 慢 慢 的 成 长。 。 。

成 长 中 的 过 程 也 许 有 很 多 有 趣 的 事 。 。 。

哭， 笑， 气 ， 喜 。 。 。

喜 怒 哀 乐

酸 甜 苦 辣

不 管 这 么 样 。 。 。 就 是 这 些 经 验 实 我 们 这 么 坚 强 ！

好 人 。 。 。 坏 人 。 。 。
您 是 哪 一 个 ？

及 时， 好 坏 人 ， 我 们 都 是 。 。 。 (不 管 您 喜 欢 不 喜 欢 /承 认 吗 )

有 意 ， 无 意 。 。 。 哈 哈 哈 。 。 。 都 做 过 了！

对 错 。 。 。 谁 能 决 定 ？

但 如 果 你 做 错 了 。 。 。 道 歉 了 吗 ？
但 如 果 你 被 伤 害 了 。 。 。原 谅 了 吗 ？

经 年 快 过 了 ， 时 间 不 能 倒 流 。 。 。 不 要 在 等 了 。 。 。

二 零 一 零 。 。 。

新 的 一 年 。 。 。

能 正 式 从 新 开 始 。 。 。

我 呢 ？ 二 零 零 九 这 一 年 是 很 忙。 。 。

但 也 是 让 我 有 跟 多 时 间 陪 家 人。 。 。

而 且 让 我 多 认 识 了 自 己 。 。 。

我 是 比 交 开 心 。 。 。

希 望 二 零 一 零 。 。 。 不 对 。 。 。 我 会 加 油 ！ ！ ！

自 己 向 前 冲 ！ ！ ！

你 们 也 要 加 油 ！ ！ ！


妈 妈 G!

PS: 我 的 华 文 程 度 。 。 。 哈 哈 哈 。 。 。 至 少 我 try! 我 用 了 三 个 小 时 写 了 这 个 entry。 。 。 多 多 鼓 励 我 ！ ！ ！

X'mas and soon to close 2009... JIA YOU!

So its X'mas... how's my life? its been sickly...

I was out stationed for a while... and came back...unfortunately caught in the rain.

I was in bed for most of the time... the rest of it was my frequent visits to the toilet for nature calls ;)

Though I was spending Xmas this year quietly at home... I have to say...Its was very pleasant... been awhile since I've been home for such a long time... all year round been running around meeting people...work...teaching...

so much so...my dad was worried for a moment," gal you ok? why haven't been going out?" lol... "I'm sick mah..."

2009 will be coming to an end... so what have i done?

I've managed many things this year.... feeling more active...moving around day to day... travel... have a little bit more family time... my guys from N.E.W. is doing well... we did we a musical with YEC.... I must also say I did go through some up and downs... but life is just like that isn't it?

there's ups and downs...

I really like the song above...always wanted to find out the title... but -_-" always ask around people but no one seems to know... thankful my dear J knew it and told me its call 我相信 (I believe)

Its inspires me... HAPPY SONG you know?

In my recent trip to a seminar ( thanks to IH )...

One speaker spoke words of wisdom...well, I say... my wants in life...

Let me share it with you...

Dreams of a common man...

GOOD LIFE...

BE FILIAL

SEE THE WORLD

WEALTH AND HEALTH

BE A USEFUL AND HELPFUL PERSON TO SOCIETY AND OTHERS.

BE HAPPY BEING THE BEST OF ME...

and like I've always say... give gratitude ....

give gratitude to those whom give an opportunity and the be grateful to the opportunity itself.

I dedicate the following video to you too....

JIA YOU!

MAMA G

My Grown Up X'mas List.... let's make it happen! ;)

I was tripping over the fact its Xmas and drafting out whatever i wish for... listing them out one by one... but since I was introduced this song by a friend...*thank you* about 3 to 4 years ago... since then... couldn't really list down what I want... its always a halfway list... It keeps me reminded what Xmas is all about... and since I'm grown up and still learning in this growing life of mine... I like to share this to you... take a step back before we wish for something to have this Xmas... perhaps we can offer a special...could be as simple as a box of biscuits...a pack of instant noodles...even better... clothes which has been sitting in our closet for the longest time... perhaps WE CAN SHARE that little something we took granted or forgotten and pass it on to someone who really will need and appreciate it...

Share one gift that you HAVE and FORGOTTEN...to someone who NEEDS it and TREASURE it this Xmas...



MY GROWN UP Xmas List:

Do you remember me?
i sat upon your knee
i wrote to you with childhood fantasies
Well i'm all grown up now
can you still help somehow?
i'm not a child, but my heart still can dream
So here's my lifelong wish
my grown-up christmas list
not for myself, but for a world in need
No more lives torn apart
that wars would never start
and time would heal all hearts
every man would have a friend
that right would always win
and love would never end
this is my grown-up christmas list
What is the illusion called "the innocence of youth"?
maybe only in that blind belief can we ever find the truth
No more lives torn apart
that wars would never start
and time would heal all hearts
every man would have a friend
that right would always win
and love would never end
this is my grown-up christmas list
this is my only lifelong wish
this is my grown-up christmas list

MERRY MORE GREAT TIMES!
MAMA Gina

Look at them... HOW CAN I NOT BE PROUD?! I'm beaming with pride!

HAHAHA...my guys enjoyed a fantastic photo shoot sponsored by

UAN World, The D-Aux Blog shop!

This shots means so much to me and the guys... a long journey....

support and be a fan of their work....

Add them in FACE BOOK!!

MAMA G

Oh man.... what have I done?!?!?!

I realise I've been so lost touch to this blog as I've been so busy busy busy as a bee and haven't share the joy of my work to anyone yet....

Ok... besides KFC's tvc for my artistes...

Since September.... My artistes Allen... Dion... April.... Shirley... Elaine are all in the current and upcoming TEENAGE magazines... so keep a look out ok??

Oh also... I've been teaching at Nanyang Poly as their Vocal Trainer... for their upcoming NANYANG Polytechnic's Broadway Musical in Feb 2010.... exciting!!!

Been teaching there for a month of so... seeing the students trying and stepping out of their comfort zones... reminds me of how I was too.... *smile*

Beside Nanyang... I'm also teaching at Ngee Ann Poly with Janet... we were... the course is over le... TAP Programme.... it was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And sincerely hope they learned alot.... was so so so encouraged by their feedback.......would love to go back there to teach again....

Oh yes.... YEC also got event.... passed le.... SHOWTIME!!! Yup... the one that N.E.W. won!!! Thanks to WW and TY.... the event was superb! good job.... plus the book donation!!! fun fun!!!!!

besides showtime and book donations.... before that... there's was Kayaking cleanup event in Sept? Oct? AI YO.... busy until cannot remember... hahaha.... but i sure remember one thing....
DPM Mr Teo...reminded us (YEC) to recreated THE MUSICAL all again.... crossing my fingers.... we will...TRY....*lol*

In the meantime.... I'm working on myself... meaning health wise and career... its all looking great so far...and I'm want more....

Cheerios!!

MAMA G

UAN Artistes in KFC TV Commercial!

Catch my artistes Dion and Yit Hann in latest KFC Commercial!!!

They had a blast during the shoot and I had too as you can see in the photos!!

Well I'm not in the shoot but I was there cheering them on!!!

JIA YOU MY ARTISTES!! MAMA LOVES YOU!

MAMA G

男儿王 CHAMPIONS!!

男儿王...my pride and joy... from my creation during Live 'Live' 2008... almost exactly a year... a proud performing act!

They won SHOWTIME! A Talent competition organised by Pasir Ris Elias CC YEC in conjunction with the Charity event "Community we care...Passion we share".

男儿王 came up TOPS among the contestants... very happy that they won....

Lessons to learn....

I will continue to support and manage them and together we'll reach for the stars and beyond....

MAMA G

NICE DAY INDEED...

I enjoyed today....

i didn't strike a lottery...or nothing amazing happened...but i simply loved the day...

Its great living everyday like this?!

Its great to know the colours of people too... and feel glad knowing abt it...

I met A today..after so long... good catch up chat with her too... enjoyed meeting my artistes after a while due to our busy schedules....*smile*

I met JC and IH too....HAPPY BIRTHDAY IH!!!! hope you can write your way to happiness....

Dinner was great... an ocassion to sit down with my guys and chat.... meet and greet and...simply... its was simply delightful. Comfortable...

I smiled quite a bit today.... a simple pleasure in life I really enjoy to do....


I want to laugh more often...i will i know...

perhaps laughing my way to the life I seek for....

MAMA G

so what's been keeping me away from my blog....

like my previous post... i mentioned that I was very busy... actually i am still...

Been busy with work and stuff....

shoots and tons of shoots with UAN Artistes....

events.... organising....sponsoring.... conceptulising...

Tons of work....

Running around...

I suppose busy is good .... I got to

I guess when things are moving.... you got to move along....

MAMA G

updates

MAMA G is ok...*smiles*

my MIA cos i'm busy ... so no worries ppl....

besides that... I'll try to blog more soon....

MAMA G

FAME 2009 - President's Challenge Appreciation Night @ Grand Cathay

Today I had a good day.
My girls did a shoot for TEENAGE Nov 09 ( fill you in soon... once the magazine is out )

and the evening ended off well at The Grand Cathay for the movie FAME.

UAN Artistes @ Grand Cathay 250909 PC Appreciation Night.

Gina Lin ( Myself ) UAN WORLD receiving an token of Appreciation by

Mr Tan Kim Kee, Group Director (Grassroots) People's Association

Dion Lin - UAN Artiste receiving an token of Appreciation by
Mr Tan Kim Kee, Group Director (Grassroots) People's Association

Lee Xuanwei - UAN Artiste receiving an token of Appreciation by

Mr Tan Kim Kee, Group Director (Grassroots) People's Association

Nan Er Wang - UAN Artiste receiving an token of Appreciation by

Mr Tan Kim Kee, Group Director (Grassroots) People's Association.

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Its wasn't the best show I've seen...

Its not about being Inspired...
Rather... its gave many flashbacks...

Flashbacks my life as

Artiste Relations to

an Artiste Manager and

currently my life as the Director of UAN...

why I always love what i do...
its not a job...nor work...

its... a passion... my passion to empower belief.
Embrace Guide & Groom...

Artistes of such... artistes of sorts... artistes of many kind...
all after one dream...

The principal... the teachers...
I am like them... all of them... like why they love what they do...

love the art... love the passion... love to vision... love the belief... love to be responsible.

I love you guys...

Fame 2009... the quotes...the lines... the words... the key... all too firmiliar...

like words of my own to my own too...*smile*

you are my own...

maybe alot will see what they want to hear and see only...
but... as far as I'm concern... movie is REEL LIFE.

reel life... get it?

MAMA G

The X Factor 2009 - Scott James - Auditions 6 (itv.com/xfactor)

what an inspiration...

The X Factor 2009 - Amie Buck - Auditions 6 (itv.com/xfactor)

Don't give up so easy....

Keep trying....

Because you want it...

But LISTEN... cos the people who know what they are talking about... people who are in the industry alot longer do know a thing or two more...

When you LISTEN... with a mix of RIGHT ATTITUDE... and WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE...

Permits others to believe and help you...

Curtis Moore - Auditions 6 - The X Factor 2009 (HQ) Sunday 20th

ATTITUDE counts.

MY 1ST SWIM... AFTER 28 YEARS.

Today... I swam...

I swam for the 1st time...or rather... its the 1st time of countless times i swam... I felt I really did swim.

So how I did...a good 5 laps...it was the best... its was an experience.

I was so happy... I came home smiling and close to tears...

MY EXPERIENCE:

When I reached the pool...I was down filled with alot of anger accumulated the last few days...
I hated the thought people could be looking at me... and yes some were...
"look at this fat chick scrolling by to swim?" well... i assumed.
negativity was swimming in my mind...

But I just didn't care... I angered the world so much I just wanted to do what I felt I wanted...

Choice between 2 pools...

OR

I took of my black kimono robe... and I went into the open pool instead of the competition pool.

As I enter the pool... there were couples... and some other human beings.

I just dove into a swim. I wanted to do 5 laps...that's just hit me.

While swimming just merely a few breath of air... I questioned... "Crap! Can I do this? normally can't even do 1 lap properly!"

I was so angry.... I just DID IT... cos I think I can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't gave a thought abt anything else...

As I reach my 1st half of the lap... I was breathless and still anger...cos I JUST WANT TO DO IT.

moving back to finish my 1st lap...I thought " I'm so near yet so far to my very 1st lap...why stop? I tired... but not dying... I can do this... "

I started to ...THINK... RELATED...TO MY FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS...MYSELF. I was rushing to the end of the pool...

when I reached the end of my 1st lap..." F***!"...( sorry I can't help it.) I WAS BREATHLESS

I breathe... and wondered... again..."5 laps? can meh?"

"heck lah... just lai lah!"... I continued... this time... I just looked straight ahead...

And my focus was to finish this 2nd lap...

As I swim... I felt it seems easier... like... not as hard than the 1st lap...

but I started to bump into people who cross paths with me...

I got distracted about the people swimming next to me...

Every time I look and wondered about others or when someone accidentally brushed my feet or arm...I PANIC... I SLOW DOWN...

but i did finish my 2nd lap..." YES!" ....

i went on to my 3rd lap... it got so much easier...I knew the way of my BIG body to swim better...

I finished it with ease...* smiled *

then I took a short break.... it lasted 10 mins...

why? my left foot got cramp.... crap!

it was pretty bad... and I was afraid if I con't to swim... I will stop half way and panic...maybe drown... worse... no one is strong enough to help me from the pool... so i just massaged my foot in the pool for a while...

the cramp was still there... and I really wanted to finish what I decided... 5 laps...i mean it meant quite a bit to me cos I never did 1 lap properly mah... and since I did 3 laps already... it will be damn wasted and disappointed...

I just did it... I did my 4th lap... it was a bit painful for my left foot... but I just went ahead and decided not to think much abt it... but maybe swim slowly and steady...

As I looked forward... the pain seem to go away... and I just con't... slow and steady...

As i swam... I moved away a bit as I see on coming human traffic coming by or crossing... but went back on track to the end...i never stop at all

in the end...I FINISH...BOTH 4TH AND 5TH LAP...

NON STOP...

I wasn't breathless... in fact I wanted to go on... but my goggles snapped...

you see my speedo goggles were with me since 2004... and it obvious it snapped.... it never had such intensive workout with me before...

I smiled and i left... this time... I walked alone... didn't give a crap if anyone looked at me.... don't think they did...

i was just beaming with pride... i knew what i did ... and i woke me up...

REALISATION= CHANGE.

I dedicated this song everyone... and to you. I WISH YOU All the best...you know who you are.

MAMA G

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side (do you trust this fact of mine?)
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry ( but I am...though I'm not)
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore ( which is sad )
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door (All the time...i did try...did you?)

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough (.....)

Now I could never change you ( we both thought we could...or was purely my foolish thinking?)
I dont wanna blame you ( who am i to blame you...when its your choice)
Baby you dont have to take the fall ( you don't have to...since I'm taking it like a woman)
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you ( never did...)
Maybe I just wanna have it all (wishful thinking? All I WANTED WAS TO BE THERE)
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain ( its hurts so much...in here..)
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change ( I thought so...)

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much ( there's is...i took it with this risk...)
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust ( yes it hurts)
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are ( but I stood by you all this time...)
Baby sometimes love just aint enough * in tears with a soring heart *

And theres no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone ( I know you feel this way now...but...)
Are there things that you wanted to say (...did you but you didn't... )
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay ( I was there...am i still standing beside you? should i?)

And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.

To aim for what you want you sometimes need more than just alot of love... you need to sacrifice...are you willing? everytime something painful occurs among ppl... this song rings in my head... applying to different senarios...

THIS SONG IS FOR YOU..
and... I hope this song is for me too....

MAMA G

SUPPORT MY ARTISTES...in Singapore Idol 09

My Goodness...

So happy to know and see this...

by now... some of you might have known My artistes are shining on stage again...

SINGAPORE Idol...

Well give your blessings... via votes or calls...

Johnathon Cheok and Syltra Lee

See Johnathon 4 years ago??? My dear boy is all grown up!!!

DREAMS DO COME TRUE.... MAKE IT HAPPEN!

Syltra started out with me in UAN 4 yrs ago too.... 14 yrs old? Just like Johnathon...she is going to SHINE....

MAMA G

PS: mama g gives you her blessings all the way....always believing in you....

President's Challenge was Awesome. See it yourself..

MAMA G

President's Challenge 2009 and My Visit to Society for the Physically Disabled

Live 'Live' 2009 - Embrace Guide & Groom

supports President Challenge 2009!!

Together with UAN Artistes. We are going to put up performances and we have a booth as well!

Do come support us in this event. And we are not asking just for your moral support this time...

Do chip in your part for charity as well!

Our dedicated Charity organisation is the Society for the Physically Disabled.

All proceeds to our services during the event day goes to our Charity.

Do your bit...

Services at our booth:

~ TAROT CARD READING

~ Instant makeover ( free photoshoot )

~ Sales of tickets for LIVE 'LIVE' 2009.

With every $5 donation and service you will get a " SURE WIN" Lucky Dip!

Many useful gifts up for grabs.

EVENT:

29th August 2009 Saturday.

time: 10 am to 10pm

venue:

Ngee Ann City Civic Plaza.

booth: UAN WORLD

We are aiming to raise alot for this charity.

They need all the help and donations we can contribute.

I also like to take this point to share my experience while I visited the centre today.

Though I didn't managed to see any of their clients there. I was given a tour around.

The staff explained briefly their services and how they have been contributing and helping the physically disabled.

I was very much encouraged and determined to help them to raise the cash.

A simple tool or facility may cost over ten over thousands for a person whom required the need.

If you see a person in a wheelchair with a remote to move the wheelchair around. Its not because they are rich which is a often misconception.

Its because they do not have the ability to move the wheel chair manually.

To really consider the factors.

The physically Disabled are one of the most forgotten groups in society...

These are the needy. They need us and we can help them

I'm encouraged to also know some whom are lucky enough to support themselves also find ways to work and earn some sort of a allowance for themselves... however others may need their help.

They are helping among themselves... as able fellow citizens...shouldn't we too?

So I strongly encourage you to drop by to Ngee Ann City coming Saturday.

Come by to our booth and

be EDUCATED.... and you can DECIDE

if you want to be part of what I was educated today.

MAMA G

PS: I'm hosting from 10 to 3pm and in the evening from 7 to 9pm... see you?!

Live 'Live' 2009 Outdoor Photoshoot day...for publicity!

Today had a photo shoot session the whole day with my artistes for Live 'Live' 2009.

Running from one end of Singapore to another.

From 8 in the morning till 10 plus pm.

Tired... but SHIOK!

I know the artistes all had a ball of a time.

why?

They were very happy and excited about everything.

Best part is we were all having FUN!

There's a reason why we love what we do....

why I'm a A HAPPY BIG PERSON:

I filled with lots of Family LOVE.

I'm filled with clarity of what I want to do with my Life.

I 'm meeting my expectations and aim to excel.

I believe I can do more.

I'm worthy to be alive.

And I'...;m looking&feeling healthier day by day step by step(thanks to IVY).

So if you got a problem with me... I suggest you should reflect on your own life first.

Cos' I'm focusing on mine.

MAMA G

UAN Artistes invaded TEENGAGE SEPT 2009

UAN Artistes invaded the month of Sept's issue of TEENAGE!

And my! My girls are looking so so fine....

Oh yes... grab your issue now!!!!!!!!

MAMA G