I miss you...

Its been a really busy time for me.... YEC MUSICAL....TEENAGE SMASH which ended with a blast last Sunday... more to come....and Live 'Live' 2009.

I'm tied up with so many thing my mind... but every night over these weeks as my eyes slowly closes into my deep sleeps...

I think about a few people... my late grandpas... my best friend, JP in states... my buddy Jimmy...

I miss them alot...

specially JP...Wondering what's he's doing when I'm tied up with everything... if I have neglected him, haven't called or email him for a while...

I know he's fine and happily in love with new found love, But I can't help but wonder...many people commonly tell me,"both of you never met, how can you ever say he's your best friend?" the "real" relationship never happen....nonsense lor...

I knew JP for 15yrs already... through phone, email, letters, pictures and videos... I've shared everything about me to him... I have no hidden stories with him.... and he loves me the way I am... for really who I am... *smile* I don't know if anyone person can easily say they have such a friend.Though far away he is always here for me... listening to me...and I am so here for him too.

I'm lucky to be in love with my best friend... though so far away...

I miss Jimmy...

hope he is ok. Became good friends only about a month after we met, he had to leave Singapore... sad...but he's a good chap! He still is... hope ou are all well in phli...

I miss Grand pas... i do... I miss you! I miss you so much... I never had a proper goodbye with you both...really... specially the only had my childhood as my memories... all I have with me is memories...the imagination of your touch, your fragrances...your smile... Can you see me now? Are you proud of me? Have I been the grand-daughter you hope I can be? Ah gong ... i miss you... I do... these thoughts just come to me... I don't think this is weakness... these tears of mine are kept away a long time.... You are always with me... I want another hug...no other hug can feel like yours...

Emo...

MAMA G