its 3 am and I'm wondering why I want to blog this...

Its freaking 3 in the morning.... and I'm blogging...

Something tells me I got to. I have to.

I said a few times in these blog entries of mine about people crossing their paths with me etc etc etc...blah blah blah...

Even sometimes I'm sick of thinking about it...

But the fact is... I STILL DO...

I'm not really angry... but... I suppose I'm upset...

And I wonder why... when there are better things and bigger lessons in life I can enjoy and experience than bothering over people whom I STILL wonder IF i wasted my time on...

the key words here are STILL and IF...

I came to understand as an Artiste Manager...you seem to be seen as the "POWER HUNGRY" one...

nope... we are the "BUSINESS MINDED" one... we want to get things done and earn from it!

Being a human... we have emotions..therefore we care...and sometimes we care too much...

Anyway my point being...

I need to clarify one thing to everyone....

When one thinks they are walking out of something... they have been wasting their time and life with...but actually had one of the best life lessons with...

go figure...

for example if let's say someone says I have wasted my time in this course cos' now I'm working something else...

I say... it ain't a waste until you walked out...

Anything and everything and everyone can be a waste of time of your time if you choose to walk out... and when you walked out with the thought you made the right choice and whatever it was wasted your time...

by fact you wasted your own time...and sadly you wasted their time too...

So when someone tells me if I'm wasting my time doing whatever I'm doing... I'll go figure how to make whatever I'm doing worth it and make it happen SOMEHOW.

And for those whom felt they have walked out and wasted their time...

think again...

you wasted the time and lives of people around you and my time....

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY...

YOU MIGHT HAVE WALKED OUT OF YOUR DREAMS...


As for me... I just con't to STILL wonder... If i wasted my time on you before... cos i gave nothing less than 100%... its worth it isn't it? You were my lesson too...


Don't be sorry about yourself...your choice ain't it?

MAMA G