Michael Jackson 1958 -2009... My hero... my tribute

I guess it didn't dawn or emotionally hit me until now... as I thought I was about to hit the sack.. a short tribute to Micheal Jackson was on tele...

Then It finally struck me...

I was and still is a fan...

He, whom I believed is a icon... the music, dance and entertainment we are enjoying and evolved today, he's the god father...

Indefinately the media will cover the kids, his wealth... his death...

Life of an artiste...

he was the LIFE of an artiste.

I remembered as a child, part of my daily routine was:

- 3 VHS tapes ready on my tv desk
80s mtv, and a must watch was Michael's BEAT IT mtv...
Grease
Muppets - rainbow connection

Without fail, these 3 tapes was like my daily dosage... for my mum to just go about in her house chores while I'll just sit in front of the tele and watch...

I'll learn his moves and singing style...

My parents got me such a big fan, I had all his movies on LD...THAT'S old... and all his cds...

i never had the chance to see him live though...

Its a bit too sudden....

I had to youtube him... again...

Here's for us...Michael...THANK YOU...

I'm back home.....

Lang Sari Resort Shot from Flickr

Being back home feels.... good.

The trip was chill, slightly different but still a whole lot of fun...

Snorkeling was a blast and the hospitality of the guides are great...

Enjoyed my time with good company of my artistes and my partners...

Got to know some of my artistes a little better...

More shots soon, can't post them up till all the shots are approved by us, the management.

I'm a lot tan then before...well I wasn't tan I suppose, however the bummer side I got some sand fly bites here and there.... trying to control my scratching...

Coming back, immediately set into my work, calls, emails...and my my, its only the weekend but my email account was so flooded.

in the evening, met up with my the Lang Sari Group for dinner and a movie.... dinner was good, we had Japanese... I had yaki beef...YUMMMM.... and movie TRANSFORMERS..

HOT...good graphics and cinematography... good catch lines too!

i love bumble bee... ha! I could fall for a robot.... anytime hahaha....

In the meantime, I'm off to bed soon, early day tomorrow.... and lots of work... plus coming rehearsals for YEC musical...

ps: My blog seems ok now...*smile*....

MAMA G

I MISS YOU.... YES! YOU...

This song is such a charm... sets the mood for me... its up in here just for you!

I'm off soon... I want to be back and see smiling face of everyone...

I love you all... dearly... specially all my love ones, you know who you are...

The sets of emotions set in this week... i wonder why really...

I feel emotional easily... not really negative... but some of emotions concerns love, believe and my thoughts about everything...

I feel emotional now...missing everyone though I'm just off over the weekend...

I really don't know why?... just a feeling...

rather as I type this blog... my heart has a cracked feeling... like... weird...

maybe I'm so caught up with work and everything else all this time, I haven't settle down emotionally I'm going to take this trip with my UAN kiddies...

MISSING YOU...

ps: I maybe away... but I'll always be here for you always....i'm just a ring away if you need me...

MAMA G

Hmmm... Apparently...

Oh ok people!!

I know its seems like i'm crazy to some, but apparently the "hacking" incident seems to affect on certain computers... so therefore...some lovely viewers won't get to see the unflattering shots of the 2 unknown guys in my blog.

HOW FORTUNATE!!

In that case, I'll go fix it ....cos' its beginning to be an eye sore le... give me sometime....

if anyone can help me to fix it... *winks* even better... love you?!??!?!

Next, I'm out of town over the weekend for UAN's Annual Lang Sari Trip... so if you seriously need to reach me cos you miss me too much...muhahaha... please sms me.

I'll see you guys soon...


PS: I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU.... LOVE!


MAMA G

OH MY...MY BLOG HAS BEEN HACKED!

OH NO... IF YOU CAN TELL BY NOW MY BLOG IS SO.....HACKED...

IN PURE COINCIDENCE... THE TWO GUYS IN THIS PIC.... WHICH IS I MUST SAY VERY UNFLATTERING... HAPPEN TO BE A UAN ARTISTE....HAHAHA THE ONE BEHIND, ... I HAVE NO SUCH PICTURES and its so not my cup of tea... AND I ASSUME ITS A PICTURE FROM MANHUNT SINGAPORE...why?

Cos the artiste in this shot, his recently join MAN HUNT Singapore....

HAHAHA

Since the pic is up with a shot of a UAN Artiste, I'm not that upset, free publicity for him!

...its more of a laugh really...

in the meantime, Support Darren Stephen in Manhunt Singapore!

oh well... till I get this fixed... do "try" to "enjoy" the pic...

oh my!!!

hahahaha

MAMA G

TWIN BLAST! and PS, I LOVE YOU DADDY!

Teenage July's Issue is out again!!!

This time, I've 2 news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


YEC musical news and details in the July's Calender!!



Next...My Artiste!!!!!!!! HUI MEI... in this issue...

Sneak peek as follows!

For more... Grab your copy of TEENAGE July now!

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On a more personal Note...

Today's Is the day we all celebrate the man of our lives...Daddies!!

Dear daddy, I love you.

I'm not that perfect, But I know Dee and me are your gems of your life...

Today had a couple of flashbacks... of nights when I would cry as a little girl with a nightmare, and you rush into the room and comfort me to sleep, and let me snuggle into the bed when I was acting like a little princess...

When you would get me the world if I wanted...

Daddy you have gone and came back from the end of the earth for me.

Today is not just a day...

I love you very much.

I'm thankful I've got you...

LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!

Your daughter, Gina...

To all fathers....

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

MAMA G

Why I love Singapore...

Today was a busy and very tiring day for me.... very...

I guess its all accumulated after series of early mornings and mind boggling hours of straight working mode for several weeks non stop.

I crave for fun, and yet I'm enjoying my work all this time...

Contradictions...once again!

Anyway... today... YEC musical rehearsals... hmmm.... had a good day, warms up, briefings, focus and fun too!

The cast and crew are a bunch of mixed up fun...

Of cos, I had my moments... hehehe... perfectionist mah!*wink*
I will not apologies about what I've said, as I'm just making things right and getting things done, but I want to apologies for losing it at moments... let's all just do it...

In the mist of the hustling of the rehearsal, I struck a question -WHY I LOVE SINGAPORE? to the cast members.... and I asked myself that question.

Its simple and personal.

I wonder if anyone really sat down and asked themselves this question?

It was then, some cast members realised they didn't really asked themselves before.

Hmmm.... why?

I have several reasons... and honestly... its some may sound politically correct. but there's a difference between politically correct, giving a model answer and a sincere answer.

The difference is clear, by tone, voice, your eyes, facial expressions and how you put your words together... in fact, usually the sincere answer just "pop" into your mind! And you immediately know its right...

its alot like love....wait... it is about love... love for Singapore.... *smiles*

As the day about the end, I was given something to read, something personal.... and maybe I never was meant to read it, but I had the opportunity to...

THANK YOU... I was close to tears... I'm glad my actions are reflected as real as it is...as real as I really truly want to give....

thank you...

its feels good once in a while to be remained I love being...

MAMA G

How to let go?

In one of my previous entry, About Pain?

Someone commented and asked "How to let go?"

I was struck with a smile upon my face...

As I've got no answer to it.... as its all about YOU...



There are many battles we fight in this life of ours...

Most of the time, we fight alone in these battles...

Battles of Love, peace, heart and faith....

No one can ever understand your pain...no one can ever understand an other's pain either...

Having said that, you need to pick it up the pieces and learn to...

Let Go and Let Live...

I'm no guru, I'm no saint, I'm not perfect...but that doesn't mean I cannot seek for perfection.

So will you.... its only your right, to live the way you want and its your own solo right to decide how you allow all the pain, happiness overwhelm you...

therefore...my answer is...

YOU....

*SMILE*...

MAMA G

What's making me busy lately?

Hey hey people...

Besides my noisy and constant loving artistes taking my life... muhahahaha...

I'm busy over a few days in my weeks and months for Pasir Ris Elias YEC's THE MUSICAL!

I'm dealing with marketing and the directing...the cast are adore from UAN and NYP... its so exciting!!

buy tickets through me or UAN, and get a discount!!!

Its gonna be such a fun show!!! buy tickets!!!! come watch...oh yes!!! I'm appearing too.... hahha as an angel...ahem!! How Appropriate!!! *wink*

Anyway I love you....

MAMA G

How Little pain is, it is still pain...

In moments of pain...

how slight or deep...

it is still pain...

pain is like love and joy... it comes in many forms...

Physical pain... which is measured in many ways...

Mentality pain... which is a call for a break and relive in one thoughts...

Then we have the Emotional pain...

Emotional pain... its causes by any reasons... basis on the different form of Love...

But the pain we all feel through emotions... its a strange and sad feeling...

It builds up with your heart... as if its all tensed up... and skrinking in a way like its bleeding internally...and you would use your hands and clench on your chest where you hurting heart is and begin to tear...

That's pain...

That's something we all wish it was never there and it won't ever come...

But we also know pain is good... pain make us real...make us realise ourselves... make us wake up...

pain allow us to fall upon our knees and stand back up...

Don't have to welcome pain, but it does come knocking on your door, embrace pain... let it turn up and greet you... then let it go...

MAMA G

this ad made my day!!!

I LOVE THIS AD.... so so so funny!!!!

its 3 am and I'm wondering why I want to blog this...

Its freaking 3 in the morning.... and I'm blogging...

Something tells me I got to. I have to.

I said a few times in these blog entries of mine about people crossing their paths with me etc etc etc...blah blah blah...

Even sometimes I'm sick of thinking about it...

But the fact is... I STILL DO...

I'm not really angry... but... I suppose I'm upset...

And I wonder why... when there are better things and bigger lessons in life I can enjoy and experience than bothering over people whom I STILL wonder IF i wasted my time on...

the key words here are STILL and IF...

I came to understand as an Artiste Manager...you seem to be seen as the "POWER HUNGRY" one...

nope... we are the "BUSINESS MINDED" one... we want to get things done and earn from it!

Being a human... we have emotions..therefore we care...and sometimes we care too much...

Anyway my point being...

I need to clarify one thing to everyone....

When one thinks they are walking out of something... they have been wasting their time and life with...but actually had one of the best life lessons with...

go figure...

for example if let's say someone says I have wasted my time in this course cos' now I'm working something else...

I say... it ain't a waste until you walked out...

Anything and everything and everyone can be a waste of time of your time if you choose to walk out... and when you walked out with the thought you made the right choice and whatever it was wasted your time...

by fact you wasted your own time...and sadly you wasted their time too...

So when someone tells me if I'm wasting my time doing whatever I'm doing... I'll go figure how to make whatever I'm doing worth it and make it happen SOMEHOW.

And for those whom felt they have walked out and wasted their time...

think again...

you wasted the time and lives of people around you and my time....

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY...

YOU MIGHT HAVE WALKED OUT OF YOUR DREAMS...


As for me... I just con't to STILL wonder... If i wasted my time on you before... cos i gave nothing less than 100%... its worth it isn't it? You were my lesson too...


Don't be sorry about yourself...your choice ain't it?

MAMA G