a prayer...

I dedicate the above video for my artiste... its light hearted, its funny, but just like me, putting words of importance with a dash of humor... this speech, as I feel has deep meaning...understand and comprehend it, XXXXXX.

Dear God,

I'm a believer. I'm not a believer in Christ, but in you, God.

You are beyond alot of things and you are...as I believe, great.

I believe you have given me strength, guide and a path to walk on... I will still choose the path I would like to walk...

Anyway, I'm writing to you for the 1st time, after countless of prayers. This time, in writing...well... technically I'm blogging and hope you read this....hehehehe...we all have to go along with technology, right? *wink*

In this blog-prayer I seek from god, its regards with an artiste of mine, who happens to be a faithful devotee and a child of god, he believes strongly in Christ and has taken alot of time off to...well i would tease, " his conversation with god".

Why am I writing to you about him? Cos' I'm concern. Recently, due to some unfortunate and beyond our control conditions, he is to leave Singapore, and may not be coming back... well even so long term....

He's young, bright, and a good boy in a certain extend. He is too, naive, young, and still learning about the gifts and choice of life lessons.

He upset me quite a bit recently. I don't know how or where to start. I am still hurt.

In short... responsibility, in actions and words.

I don't blame him, but I am concern, as he takes off, I do understand, I won't be there...

I know I can't be there forever, I know I was only a cross path in his life, since a year back.

I know I can't do much. I know I can just forget, and he'll live... he'll survive.

I know it seems as if I feel he's ain't coming back, when the odds of him coming back is very much higher, but odds against odds, its not a confirmation.

If he does return to Singapore... then its a good thing...

I have alot of artistes leaving in and out, still in contact overseas... however should anything happen, I'm still here and they are there... there's so much I can do only... a call, a email?

Again... another, and this time is XXXXXX...

But dear god, I hope you can give him more than just a shelter, family and love, I hope you can give him strength, because... he's going to be disappointed about life, people, and etc... but just for a short while.

Let him feel the pain, but let him heal.

Let him lose, but let him earn.

Let him forget, but let him treasure.

Last for not least, let him be well, and let him live "live"...

Dear god, you know what I mean...

I thank you 1st! so it will be answered.

Thank you.

MAMA G