The hardest thing for me... is being mama g

All the bustling about the concert has been hanging on a line for me, been absolutely crazy about work and others matters... I find it hard to breathe... literally...

MAMA G...

Damn tiring...

Those whom has one of my few networksite profile, would know about a small trival brought up, perhaps I asked for it, being the overly concern me, ... being my alt ego, mama g, i can't help but be concern and advise... well... i suppose she don't need it...even had a sidekick to help remind me that I'm not required in her life... *lol*

I chose that path... being too sincere, being to real, being a mama... afterall I've molded myself over the years to be MAMA G to my dearest kids... my UAN Artistes...

Sometimes, people, well just like the above senario, people get suspicious when you treat them too nice... or too concern, too professional, too just... too good to be true.

I remembered I've experienced this feeling before, then I come to realise, why mama.... and why does people sometimes don't get it.... don't they understand, all i'm trying to do is be honest, and shower my concern for them?

I felt how my mum or many other parents felt... like many parents, they are at synical about my existance... who is this mama g? is she for real?

I suppose as time passed, I've managed to win or rather parents allowed me to build a relationship... in hope i can help them to advise and share with them what their child is going through...

Now, at this time, for those whom don't know who is mama g, is she some nanny? but isn't she a AM? Well, b'cos I'm mama g, I'm all rolled into one.... I'm more than a AM.... I'm a friend... I'm an nanny...

I'm MAMA G...

moving on...Today was full dress... night before...I smsed every single cast member all 27 of them...

'They say, no mountain too high, No valley too wide, Nothing is Impossible, I want to see the Possible in you tomorrow...'

I thought it must have been a kind of encouragment for them...

I knew things don't and will never go smooth.... plans always change... however which, with much preparation, certain issues can be avoidable.

Brought my concerns up for every single item...

At the finale, my dears all looked so good, I felt so proud and happy... yet... I have my disappointments...

Some gave their all, most tried, but didin't DO IT... tension? hmm...

Some of my dears seemed to have grown from 1 level to another... i never said it was always for the better...

I suppose seeing this growth and choices some of them made, led me to an understanding...

Just like a rebelious teen, they want to move away to be independant, and pursue their dreams, wants... maybe with or without me...the way they want to...

Not that they are bad.... i believe everyone is good by nature... its an ATTITUDE and GROWTH..

As mama g, like a mama... I should and will fulfill my 'duties'... and let my dears...

LIVE LIVE... independantly...

I'm glad I was part of your experience ...

Remember... Live 'Live'

Always (around) your mama g