Saturday, May 23, 2009

a prayer...

I dedicate the above video for my artiste... its light hearted, its funny, but just like me, putting words of importance with a dash of humor... this speech, as I feel has deep meaning...understand and comprehend it, XXXXXX.

Dear God,

I'm a believer. I'm not a believer in Christ, but in you, God.

You are beyond alot of things and you are...as I believe, great.

I believe you have given me strength, guide and a path to walk on... I will still choose the path I would like to walk...

Anyway, I'm writing to you for the 1st time, after countless of prayers. This time, in writing...well... technically I'm blogging and hope you read this....hehehehe...we all have to go along with technology, right? *wink*

In this blog-prayer I seek from god, its regards with an artiste of mine, who happens to be a faithful devotee and a child of god, he believes strongly in Christ and has taken alot of time off to...well i would tease, " his conversation with god".

Why am I writing to you about him? Cos' I'm concern. Recently, due to some unfortunate and beyond our control conditions, he is to leave Singapore, and may not be coming back... well even so long term....

He's young, bright, and a good boy in a certain extend. He is too, naive, young, and still learning about the gifts and choice of life lessons.

He upset me quite a bit recently. I don't know how or where to start. I am still hurt.

In short... responsibility, in actions and words.

I don't blame him, but I am concern, as he takes off, I do understand, I won't be there...

I know I can't be there forever, I know I was only a cross path in his life, since a year back.

I know I can't do much. I know I can just forget, and he'll live... he'll survive.

I know it seems as if I feel he's ain't coming back, when the odds of him coming back is very much higher, but odds against odds, its not a confirmation.

If he does return to Singapore... then its a good thing...

I have alot of artistes leaving in and out, still in contact overseas... however should anything happen, I'm still here and they are there... there's so much I can do only... a call, a email?

Again... another, and this time is XXXXXX...

But dear god, I hope you can give him more than just a shelter, family and love, I hope you can give him strength, because... he's going to be disappointed about life, people, and etc... but just for a short while.

Let him feel the pain, but let him heal.

Let him lose, but let him earn.

Let him forget, but let him treasure.

Last for not least, let him be well, and let him live "live"...

Dear god, you know what I mean...


I thank you 1st! so it will be answered.

Thank you.

MAMA G

Thursday, May 21, 2009

What's so grateful about?

Some insensitive toot asked me why be so grateful to life and people, when...

its not going to make you millions,
it hasn't given you world peace,
there are so much misery in the world,
it hasn't answered all your prayers and wishes.

Unfortunately this toot, is a very sorry person.

if you realise, every question...its the same answer...

MYSELF...ME, MYSELF AND I... in this context it fits perfectly.

I have make millions with the choices i make.
I will have to help to create world peace.
I will have to less ME and more we to relief misery.
I have to believe in faith and do what's good for myself so I can help others.

I'm an idealists... well... extreme to some, but I still stand my ground with practicality.

Life lessons guided us that its isn't a bed of roses...

And nothing in this world can be worst... its can be just bad... and being bad is bad enough...

I'm grateful I have this chance to meet people as such, like this toot...

Its makes me realise, things aren't that bad... and therefore I should move upwards and change for the better at a faster pace... so I can fulfil my wishes, and hopes faster too....

MAMA G

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Blogging with a Straight mind

I've been wanting to blog for a while..well the past coupe of days... but my mind goes blank every time the compose page appears.

I have so much in this little mind of mine, but that's might be the whole reason....

I wouldn't know what's going on up there... but I do know exactly what I'm doing...

I got so much to do and so much to give, I want it to work... for myself too... its feels and seems like it.

I must make it work for me end of the day.

Its not selfish.... its just a personal grooming thing i gotta do before i con't grooming others, which is what i want to do as well.

Be patience with me, if you think that I'm a bit slower in response, as there are tons of things running thru my mind.

Don't be shock or tease me, when you see staring into space, cos there are tons of things running thru my mind.

I can do this... i'm not stress... I AM JUST WORKING HARD, and I'm ok with it...so far!

MAMA G

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Monday, May 18, 2009

This girl is just 28 yrs old!

This girl,

Sitting right here...
Staring back at you...

She is just a girl

She's just 28 years old.

You heard me...JUST...

People call her Gina...or MAMA G affectionately by others...

I am not sure if you know her ?

But she is ready to know you.

Are you ready for Gina? MAMA G?

She's quite a handful... but she is GREAT...

and...

SHE WANTS TO BE GREATER...

Though she is Just 28, and just a girl...

By the way...

I AM MAMA Gina....Hello!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

With A Little Help From My Friends

Today I attended a very good forum at the new People Association HQ!

Policy Forum by PAYM ( People Association Youth Movement )

Attended with my Pasir Ris Elias YEC team, It was a super insightful talk about the General Elections.



I definitely educated me quite a bit as a responsible citizen of Singapore, a place I proudly call my homeland.



Right after, we had a meeting regarding the coming Musical happening in Jul, 26th to be exact!

KEEP YOUR EYES GLUED here for more info!!





Its crunch time, though time is not our side, but I love the fact everyone is putting their mind and heart into it.



It just made alot of recalling of all my others projects and shows I've done.... the commitment and the team set together to MAKE THINGS HAPPEN...



Like the wise one says, whichever agenda you may come in for, end of the day, everyone is working towards one objective and making it happen...



I just recalled this song... and I thought its just great!



The lyrics are so simple and straight forward, no need much thought into it, unlike the other songs.










Being in UAN, YEC, and after quite a few years of CREATING...



I really understood the reason why I'm here...



B'cos I like to HELP... B'cos I'm taken into consideration.

B'cos I'm there for you and me.

B'cos I created. B'cos I can feel appreciated.

B'cos I want to be good.

B'cos I serve to be the best... putting my heart and soul into it.

B'cos I want to die trying...



Wanting to help more, is to better myself in many ways...



When I was 8, I was in my school's brownies...

I was an "elf" well its a group name...elves...

and our motto was..." think of others and not ourselves"


since then...and till now...That motto has been something I tried hard to do...


but you and I know. its close to impossible, b'cos

as human... we are selfish creatures, but the goodness of us wants to be good too....

Though I haven't achieve that motto yet...

but all the other aspects that have come across my life and currently...

Service...
Embrace...
Guide...
Groom...
Empower...
Enlighten...
To Serve...
Volunteer...

I will proceed and continue with whatever I and others believe in what i can do best...

With a little help from friends and me vice verse!


MAMA G

Saturday, May 16, 2009

TEENAGE JUNE!!! Grab yours now!!!



June's issue for TEENAGE is out... and guess what... THIS MONTH they've got a BIGGER AND BETTER ISSUE with UAN!!!!


Check out our T.A.P programme in TEENAGE, and you might win yourself a T.A.P programme!





Also, Catch my dearies, Dion and XinRu in this month's TEENAGE.....


Here's some sneak peek!


Life's a blast!!!!!!!!
I'm so delighted!!!
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What made it twice the joy, today my 男兒王 with 2 beautiful artistes, Xin Ru and Joy did a damn cool showcase today for many ministers and members of the Young People Action Party, @ PY's Investiture Award Ceremony!
Besides these, I just realised that I found out I managed to clinched a damn Sweet sponsorship for my YEC's upcoming Musical, and I love all my people whom been helping me.... so kind to me....
Don't forget this year I've got my own UAN Concert ok???? must support end of the year!!!!!!!
More details soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAMA G